Dans la vie il y a des hauts et des bas, mais des fois sa tourne mal et la vie vous échappe. Je ne peux pas dire que ça va tout le temps bien. L’autre jour j’ai appris que mon amie s’avait tué. Je devrais peut-être vous expliquer pourquoi elle a fait ça. Tout a commencé comme ceci.
RETOUR DANS LE TEMPS
-Marie! Marie! Tite-conne vient icite que j’te donne un câlin!
-J’ai pas le temps pour ça faut que j’retourne a maison avant que ma mère me tue.
-Tu m’as même pas parler aujourd’hui pis tu veut que jte laisse tranquille encore? C’est quoi ton problème aujourd’hui? C’est comme si t’avait changé tout d’un coup. Tu manges même pu avec moi, tu manges avec le p’tits nerds de l’école.
-Ouin pis? Ca te fait quoi a toi? C’est pas toi qui a une mère enragée qui te frappe a tout bout de champs. Ben oui c’est Marie. Regarde j’va te le dire qu’est-ce qui m’est arrivé hier.
-Eille lâche moi! Je n’ai pas envie d’aller aux toilettes moi!
– Ta gueule pis suit moi si tu veux savoir.
Rendu là-bas.
-Bon c’est quoi ton problème?
-Tu veux vraiment savoir?
-Ben oui! Dit le s’il te plait.
-Ben hier ma mère était un peu trop saoule… Elle m’a emmené dans un vieux cottage… Elle a pris une vielle paire de ciseaux et m’a attaquer…
-QUOI?!
-Pas trop fort calice.
-J’veux voir!
Marie monte son chandail pour que sa meilleure amie voie sa blessure.
-Fuck c’est quoi ça. J’savait pas que ta mère était aussi folle que ça.
-J’voulais pas te le dire…
RETOUR DÉBUT
Ça c’était juste le début. Vous ne comprendrez jamais comment elle a souffert. Toutes les ostie de cicatrices qu’elle avait. Ça fait encore mal juste a y penser. Quand son père est parti elle a fait une crise. C’était affreux à voir. Elle ne s’en est jamais remit. La mort la suivait partout, on pouvait même la voir dans son ombre. Je ne savais pas si c’est sa mère qui allait la tuer ou elle allait se suicider. J’avais beau lui dire d’appeler la police, elle ne la jamais fait. Avant qu’elle meure elle a écrit une lettre. J’pense que je l’ai encore, mais avant de vous la lire je dois vous montrer la dernière journée de sa vie. Ça va être pénible même pour quelqu’un comme vous, vous qui ne la jamais connu. J’espère bien que voua aller la rencontrer au ciel. Ça va être un ange tellement belle avec un passé affreux et des cicatrices qui vont vous dire : y’a rien qui peut être plus effrayant que ce que j’ai vécu.
Aujourd’hui, on est le 23 Juin la dernière journée d’école. Moi et ma meilleure amie on va skipper! Première et probablement la dernière fois de notre vie. Ma mère va sûrement me tuer pour avoir skipper, mais sa vaut la peine.
J’ai attendu une demi-heure, mais elle n’est jamais venue à notre point de rendez-vous. Je me sens tellement conne. Depuis que sa mère l’a attaquée, elle agi comme si elle était parfaite. Ca ben l’aire que j’dois aller la chercher chez elle.
J’me demande si elle n’est pas malade. On ne sait jamais peut-être qu’elle n’arrête pas de vomir? Bon j’vois sa maison d’ici y’a une auto ça doit être celle de son nouveau beau père. Il est tellement beau. Marie a le trouve même pas beau, j’me demande pourquoi. Chaque fois que j’le vois moi j’me mets presque à baver. Peut-être que j’ai juste besoin d’un chum. Même si y’était laid j’aurait quand même besoin d’un chum, j’me sent tellement seule. Bon faut que j’men remettre, j’suis arriver chez Marie.
(Toc, toc)
Hm rien. Ouinyon j’entends des bruits.
-NON LACHE MOI! J’veux pas laisse moi tranquille !
-J’reconnais s’te voix la. MARIE !
Je cours vers la fenêtre de sa chambre. Je tourne le coin de la maison pis qu’est-ce que je vois c’est pire qu’un cauchemar. C’est Marie bien sure, mais son beau-père y’er pencher par-dessus elle. Elle n’est pas encore nue, mais ça arrive.
-Marie! Lâche la, calice! Tu vois bien qu’a veut pas, lâche la. Mon ostie de tabarnak j’va te tuer si ta lâche pas !
Enfin, il la lâche, il vient vers moi, je suis prête pour me défendre.
-Qu’est-ce que tu veut ma tabarnak. C’est son problème pas le tien.
-EHLY! Cours ne reste pas ici !
Il la frappe. Moi, je cours le plus vite que je peux. J’retourne en avant, j’ouvre la porte et j’me fais frapper en pleine face par quelque chose. Oh mon dieu ça fait mal. J’ai la tête qui tourne, ma face est en feu. J’suis sur que mon nez est cassé. J’essaie de me relever, j’suis étourdie. J’entends quelqu’un crier, c’est comme si j’étais dans de l’eau. Je sens de la douleur mais vaguement. Dormir ca serait tellement bien, sortir de cette enfer, c’est juste un cauchemar j’en suis sur. Marie est coucher dan son lit malade, elle a une fièvre. Oui, c’est ça, elle est correcte. J’entends un autre cri. NON! C’est pas vrai… elle est malade. C’est un ange en pleure, un ange en douleur. J’entends sa voix qui m’appelle. Où est le démon? Où est le démon qui battait cet ange magnifique? Elle m’appelle, cette voix mélodieuse je la connais.
-Elie! Oh non Elie. Ça peut pas arriver je peut pas te perdre non !
-Marie? Où est-il? Où est le démon ?
-J’ai appelé le 911, tout va bien aller je te le promet. Ils vont t’emmener à l’hôpital et ils vont te soigner.
La douleur m’endormait, je ne pouvais rien y faire. Je m’endormie, un doux sommeil bien mériter.
RETOUR
Quand je me suis réveillé, j’étais dans une pièce blanche. Ma mère se tenait dans un coin de la pièce et elle pleurait. C’est la première fois que je la voyais pleurer, c’était déchirant à voir. Il n’y avait personne d’autre dans la pièce. Où était Marie? Pourquoi pleurait-t-elle autant? J’étais saine et sauve, mais pourtant elle pleurait. Après m’avoir posé tant de questions, ma mère essuya ses larmes et marcha jusqu’à mon lit. Elle me tendis une enveloppe, sur l’enveloppe il était écrit : a remettre à ma meilleure amie. À l’instant où j’ai commencé à lire j’ai tout compris. Elle s’ai volé la vie pour me sauver. Pour sauver un être aussi impur que moi.
Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:01 :
I like you because u can make me smile
I like you because you make me happy
Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:04 :
As i wait for you.I am just thinking of talking to you.
I miss you when your gone. Always hoping your not gone too long.
In my dreams your mine.
Now i notice that your also mine here.
Ive been quite quiet lately
Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:06 :
Thats because i try to think of words to please you.
Then theres a feeling that i get when im nervous.
That feeling that if i mess up it could mean losing you.
The one true person to fill that empty space in my life.
One person to comfort me,Love me for who i am --
--Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:08 :
I just hope. That you have not been mad for any reason. --
--Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:10 :
Because when i go speechless its not because im ignoring you.
Its because i cant think of what to say next.
I always seem to word things wrong.
Im afraid that the time i do
It will make me lose you
Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:10 :
I love you.
Eric a envoyé 2008–11–29 22:14 :
Ill do whatever it takes to keep you.
I dont care what others may think
Because i love one and one only
The one that i hold dearly.
The one that speaks so clearly.
She is the one. I must say now
I yell it aloud.All happy and proud
I Love her Dearly. Past the heavans and clouds.
Shes made me smile.
She makes it worthwile.
To live with pride with sky the limit.
I truely am the happiest guy.
Rock
Devin,
Zaknafein,
Sour dit :
Nope, be glad. You're better looking, funnier, funner, more charming, and beautiful. I is none of that
From player: BMaxwell
Send on:
2008–12–29 18:44
Topic: Just so everyone knows
I, BMaxwell, Hereby resign leadership of TRIBE to Bogtrotter, & The Tribal Council.
Due to factors beyond my control, The Mods have decided to harrass, attack & punish me repeatedly for no reason.
They have created multiple claims of Staff harrassment, which are all false, Just because they have been caught breaking the rules, & allowing their friends to break the rules.
The only thing I have ever asked of any of the Mods, is that they police the game in a Fair, honest, & Just manner, but apparently, this task was far too much for them to bear.
Their repeated acts of bias, corruption, lies, etc, Have been repeatedly proven, But to no avail, since there is no-one policing them, or making them follow the rules.
Now, All Clan Cash, Clan Food houses, Armor, weapons, tools, etc etc, will be transferred to Bog as well.
To the Council, I simply say that Bog was the most active & spent the most time at the computer, That is why he was selected, I care for you all, as you have been great friends to me, & Mean no disrespect by appointing Bog as leader.
To the TRIBE,... I hope, & wish that you all conduct yourselves as I have tried to do. & Keep the TRIBE name & reputation, as standing for the Truth, Honesty, & Integrity.
To my friends,... There are alot of you, That I shall remember very fondly, & If they ban me from the game, Please know, That I shall remember you all, & Wish you all the best in life.
From player: BMaxwell
Send on:
2008–12–29 18:56
Topic: RE: RE: Just so everyone knows
Yeah, I even have a ticket where the senior mod openly admits that it is their sole intent to ban me from the game, ... whether I break the rules or not, they are willing to lie, cheat, & do as they please.
& Guess what? They locked my donations so I cant transfer them either!
Clan Name – Syrnian Bandits
Password – Shadow
When you feel whole worlds weight is on you
You feel there is nothing you could do
Ill be here to help you each and every day
To help you my love in each and every way.
Everyday I worry about you
Till you are into my view
To know your safe from others
Your the only i wish to smother
I love it when your talking to me.
And how cute and loving you will always be.
There isn't a day,That goes by
That my love for you is a lie
I've always gotten those butterflys
When I talk to you for a short time
Ive always been so slow to reply
But i love you and that's no lie
I think of you when im in bed
You will always be on my head
My love for you only grows
It will always go like the river flows.
There will always be a disagreement,So im told
But you are the one i will always wish to hold
But the river will never end to flow
My love for you will grow.
I love you,Now that much
I Know
Love Rocky
I will love you forever :)
Devin,
Zaknafein,
Sour dit :
then call me sometime, here's my cell number:
3
30–413-6972
I wrote this letter especially for you
To prove that my love for you is true
Never shall i kiss someone else's lips
With you i will plan all my trips
Erika,you are unbelievably beautifil
When i am near you my heart goes like a raging bull
Words cannot express
How you have captured my heart with sucess
Erika,you mean so much to me
I never knew this could be
You are my sweetheart day by day
I hope you will never go away
These flowers are for you,I hope you like it
I am dying to see your reaction,that i will admit
This poem has come to an end
There are many more id like to send
For my one true love :) --
--_
My beloved Juliet how i wish to be your Romeo forever
Just me and you in the world together
We met each other, some time ago
Since then my love for you did only grow
Each time we are apart,i have to sigh
But then i always remember how i am the luckiest guy
This life has only just begun
Because not having you makes me just feel numb
Every night i dream of that beautiful smile
That makes all this writing truly worthwhile --
--All i want is you and no other
I want you as my one true lover
Eri¢ a envoyé 2009–02–21 01:17 :
I think of you
I remeber great times and many to be
Do you think of me too?
You've always seemed to stand out to me
I could look around a room
Could be covered with hoodlooms
But all i could see is you
Then rub my eyes to see if it was true
You flash that smile
I gaze in total awe
Made my heart beat wild
Made it hard to believe what i saw
All i could see was you...
Eri¢ a envoyé 2009–02–21 01:18 :
Could it be true? --
--Am I in love with you?
I lay down in bed --
--To clear my head.
But all i could dream of
Was the one that i love
All that i saw
Put me into awe
...All i could see was you
Id die to hold you in my arms
Just for that pretty smile of yours
Id let no harm come to you
For i am Yours
I believe its true
I know i do
I love you!
Rocky
PS.
— I love you --
From player: rockwell
Send on: 2009–03–21 05:34 --
--Topic: Happy Anniversary Hun. Love you --
Happy Anniversary
Seven months later your still putting up with me.How i have loved you more than anyone else. Your the girl who i would lose all in life just to be with. I would climb the highest mountain to see that breath taking smile. Your the most beautiful goddess my eyes have laid eyes on. I've always wondered why you would love me.Every night you say you do. You probably didnt know this but every time you say “I Love You” i melt. My mind wanders. My Heart Ponders. I smile a huge smile and reply with a love you. But all i can think is not coming out in words. I am speechless at the goddess ive got in my sights. Just waiting to melt, with those words you speak. To know you'll love me,no matter what i do. Every night,Every Day. I sit here at the computer screen. Waiting for your words to give me satisfaction that your alright. That i have no worry ill ever lose you. How i love you m'dear. I can not put my love into enough words. My words would be a novel all by them self. So many words to describe someone so perfect,so breathtaking,so...beautiful. Baby your the one that id love to be with forever ;) I cant wait till the next month, and all those that follow.
I love you like no other. --
--Love you more then my mother (durr)
Tonight i melt in my bed
Thinking that you are the one that i wed
I would of married no one other then you
Because i loved you,i said i do
Not Knowing what i was getting into
Not even a single clue
I know i made the right choice
I am full of much rejoice
To know i married you
and i said,i do
Love you --
--From player: rockwell
Send on: 2009–03–23 04:42 --
--Topic: --
--/Love of a Lifetime/
Im in love with a girl
She makes up my whole wide world
When i met her my whole world began to swirl
I fell like i just hurled
As i got butterfly's in my stomach
But i just wont regret
The first time i met this angel
She flew down to me --
--She had me in spell
I knew i wanted to be
The guy of her perfection --
--Drawn to all that attraction --
--She had the looks of perfection
All those beautiful distractions --
--All i say is one thing
Will you take the glorious ring
I know its so sudden
But i swear im not like other men
I just wanna be your man
Show you my vary game plan
I wanna love you to the end
I know thats alot to comprehend
I will make it much more simple
Just flash that cute white dimple
When you smile --
--My heart beats a mile
Now,I love you
I hope you do tooo
You are the only id screw
The only i would do
So what do you say
How about,Make my day
Take my hand and this ring
Make my heart truely sing
About the love that i have felt
All those wonders at which ill melt
Now i ask again Love me
Then you will see --
--Love,
Rocky --
--From player: rockwell
Send on: 2009–03–25 04:40 --
--Topic: --
--Journey of Life
Are you ready for the story of life with us two
I would dream of it to be with you
Walking down the road holding that hand
Would just be truely grand
Spending every moment of our life together
Would be a dream of mine forever
I melt at the thought of kissing your sweet lips
Putting my hand on those tight hips
Then dancing the night away with you
Looking up to catch the beauty of the view
What i must see is the path i must take
This sign must be of no mistake
I see an angel but she is of humanity
Those looks could drive this man into insanity
After we dance the night away
I will ask to thee today
Take my hand and ride the journey of life with me
To see all the wonders with me,to flee
From all of humanity
We will make it our sanity
Together in the Journey of Life
Taking you as my Wife
Love,
Rocky
PS: No pervy comments in this one sorry :P --
--From player: rockwell
Send on: 2009–04–06 03:55 --
--Topic: --
--I sit up and write to thee
In the whole hearted way anyone could see
My poems may not be the best
Though i am doing more then the rest
Ill sit up all night writing
Even in the littlest of all the lighting.
I just want to see that smile
That will make all this worthwhile
Now that i get to my real point
I would never want to disappoint
Well here it goes
Plucking the rose from the ground
Just to know that this is what i found
This short term affection of my love
Will go way further,way above
The flower i picked is of no other
This flower is not identical to another.
It came from the whole heart of me
Its to show of what we could be
Even though the flower is not to last forever
I wish that we could be forever together
The rose may not last till the end
Though my love will only extend
It grows with every breath of the day
Even when the days are dreary and gray
I always think of the perfection of you
All you have done has brought me outta the blue
Every time you talk to me
I feel like i have broken free
The words that flow are of your knowledge
Ill give all of my heart to you as a pledge
Those words are the soothing point of my soul
You are whats makes me a whole
Without the heart of you
I would have a heart tore in two
Loving you is my only occupation
Loving you is my only foundation
Loving you is my Life
Now will you continue to be my wife?
Ill stick by your side in the bad or good
Just like you always understood
Im not the easiest book to figure out
Now that i have no doubt.
This book is of a love story though
The girl that always made the guy go “whoa”
She stuck out like a angel in hell
She had put him under her spell
One flash of those eyes
Always taking the guy by surprise
Until one day he notices you look back too
From there on he wanted to be with you
One day he got down on a knee
Said the words “ I Love'ith Thee”
Now come with me and have a blast
Every day without you is past --
--From player: rockwell
Send on: 2009–03–31 12:55 --
--Topic: --
--Moonlight grazed the lake last night
As stars aligned for a beautiful sight
Her eyes of radiance sparked a flame
Whispers from the wind call her name
Sitting on a bench with a lovely view
There was nothing, I would rather do
Cuddling up in the night of no warm
In the dead silence of the storm
The crime scene was perfectly placed
Go in for the kill, with no time to waste
I grinned as I gently kissed her forehead
“Baby, I love you so much” I softly said
She opened her glamorous eyes so wide
“I love you too,” smiling as she replied
Kissing her lips I showed my affection
In that moment there was a connection
Happily we committed the perfect crime
But we were not getting caught this time
The crime scene left empty as we depart
--Stole a priceless item, each other's heart --
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